Where to?

Why do we make friends? Get that close relationship, when in the end, only goodbyes and heartache will be presented. Why did we kiss? Why do we kiss? Was it out of lust? Desire for love? For touch? Was it out of hope for something new? Envy of what others had? What about now? Why do we kiss now? Is it really love? Or are we only pretending? Are we only hoping? Are we only dreaming?
Both hurt in the past, only to come to realize more pain is to come. So what now? Make more memories to cry over? Or stop dead in your tracts and start erasing? But why erase when there's been so much joy? But the joy that you cannot keep. So what now!? So many voices in my head telling me different directions, different paths to travel. So many choices, so little time, so many hearts involved, so...much...pain. how to Control? I do not know. Follow my heart? Or my mind? I do not know. My heart says stay, love. My mind says leave, let both lives live and forget. Together they say love yet move on....but none give an easy option. Where my path leads, it's not with, it's without. But with faith, it will work out. One more step. I do not know how, or when, or why. I do not know how. Leap of faith....Leap of faith ...
But what for now? What to do oh what to do!? Neither words nor looks can describe my feelings. What should I do....oh what should I do...

Until we meet again

Ever since I met you, my life has been uphill
Ever since you kissed me, my life has been paused still.

From our first date of its a boat

To our last date of let's go again on Nemo's boat!

With hands held tightly together, our journey keeps getting better.

Though unsure of what the future brings we keep our heads held high.
No matter what will happen, our love for one another will never die.

Not much longer until goodbyes will be made.
Even though oceans will be between us, your smiling face will never fade.

Friends till the end it is a promise. This whole summer has been quite bliss.

Love you, love you more, love you most.

It will always be this way. Until we meet again, I love you.

Friends till the end

Your looks and your smiles give you away
I'm so glad you've decided to stay.
My best friend you are
In our story, you are the star
Your laugh is so cute
Our first date you dressed up in a suite
Give me your hand and let's head on out
Don't be afraid, don't have any doubt.
Friends till the end
This rule will not bend
I love you my bestie
Don't be sad, that's a mustie

Turn your frown upside down

I see the morning shine on bright
With you always in my sight
I love your smile and your voice
I'm so glad you're my choice
Take my hand and you will see
Just how amazing our friendship can be
I'll take you here and you'll take me there
Together we can go everywhere.
I hope in the future we'll always be
Best friends as far as we can see!
I love you dear as my best friend
For my aching heart you always mend.
On this day I want to turn your sad frown upside down so you can smile the days away!

Good Night

Dreams come and go, but the ones that count are the the ones spent with those you care. 

As this day ends I look back at the words shared, and realize I'm loved and cared. 

I couldn't be a luckier girl. I have a family I can call my own, the friends I have are dear, 

But most of all, I have a Heavenly Father who is constantly there. 

No matter how small or big, I matter in His eyes. 

He gave me a mother to dry my crying eyes. 

A father too was given me to teach how to be strong. 

Each lesson learned, with more to come. 

I look around and up above to realize each blessing. 

Back then and now and to come I'm grateful for it all. 

Now on my knees I pray with a full heart, thank you, thank you, now I'm ready.  

I'll serve thee until the end. 

Good night, good night, until tomorrow, 

Good night. 

Darkness to Light

Standing in the middle
Isolation swirls around me
My cry for comfort echoes out
A room with no doors, colored in grey
Is this my fate, destiny and end?

Sharp pain stabbing into my heart
Alone and afraid loneliness is all I get
Regret of the past flies through my mind
This is the end, it's over, I'm finished
No hope to have, no courage to give

A sound! From where? From whom?
My name! Where from? I look around with no luck
Once more my name echoes in the walls
Who's there I cry, as tears melt away
Hope arises in a frozen heart

I'm here, you're safe, don't be afraid
This voice guide me along the way
Who are you? Why can't I see you?
Come get me on out
Come please, be my friend

Temperature rises in my heart
What could be happening on this strange night?
Was as if the room got brighter
A blanket of comfort swept over me
What is this I wondered...what's happening?

I'm here you're safe, don't be afraid
You're loved, thought about, and wanted
Take ease my child, I'm here for you
I've never and will never leave you
Stand tall and be bellowing, take courage

It then clicked, it came on strong
My Father in Heaven came to strengthen me
I opened my heart to let him in
Then the wall opened, and I began to see
With the Lord by my side I'm not trapped
With the Lord as my strength I'm with more then a million
I now know my importance, and week go out and help